but what job prospects can it offer me? i feeel like i'm speaking in an aunty persona, but really, things nowadays are so expensive. so to be practical, i really do wish to get a decent job that pays me a fair amount so i have money for personal wants. and you know raising a child is so expensive nowadays? you have to pay for your kid's school fee, medical fees, and especially your kid's "retail theraphy wants" since kids today are so materialistic. haha. so i wonder if i still want to have children in future, and if i really want to do arts and social science. even for things like business admin faculty, it's like so common, and you can get in with mediocre grades. and i don't want just mediocre grades. because if i rest on this mentality, i'll end up with absymal results. and my parents are not made of gold or silver so going overseas to study is dumb. (anyway it's only those who can't make it with their results to a local U that they go overseas unless you have scholarship which is really really a testimony of your hard work and success). and i'm being very discriminating here, but hey it's true. i'm feeling so cynical today. must have been the math. heh.